Excuse me for being fickle-minded.
Yeah, I know it is a new background. I have a reason to do it. I do not know if I would actually cry while typing this. I am not going to Siem Reap, Cambodia aymore next year.
Plans cancelled.I was so close to one of my dream locations! The flights are cheap, the hotel is cheap, the tour..ok. Not very cheap. But still it's an 8 hour tour. Full day Angkor Wat. At RM 158 per person. *cries*
Plans cancelled due to my parents..who are non-believers by the way, insist that they have to go clear up the ancestor graves and offer prayers. According to them, the "cheng beng" is clashing with the dates I planned. Second reason. My parents are in the middle of renovating our new house. Insufficient funds to have the whole family going together. Then my dad and me (yes, I am a 100% daddy's girl) said that we could go together. My mum was not happy about it.
So, yeah. Plans cancelled.
I was very,very close to tears.
I spent 2 days. 2 DAYS!! My face inches from the screen. Plotting. Planning. Scheming for cheaper flight tickets. Align the departure and arrival time nicely. Hunt the hotels. Get the cheaper tour. All because I was encouraged by my father. He gave me the green light. His exact words were, "If ok, book la."
Imagine how frustrated I am after everything tears up.
To be honest. I never particularly like family trips. When especially in my case. I have 2 younger brothers that needs to tag along and can't pay for anything. I gave up. It is my last straw and a white flag I am hanging. I will never, NEVER, EVER, plan any vacations for my family.
I have exhausted all my energy.
I prefer travelling in small groups and in groups were especially you don't need to worry about money. Every man for himself. I thought bout asking Josh. And no. Financials tight. *sigh*
I so need a travelling buddy!!! Pleaasseeeee..anyone interested. Sign up. Interview me! I am fun! And very engaging.
It will take awhile for me to recover from this...You have no idea how close you are to your dream and then, poof! It buh-bye to you. Air Asia better have another promotion.
I am very determine to go to an international location every year to basically, give myself a break.
Right now, I guess the temple ruins of Angkor Wat will have to wait.
*blogger went off to sob and indulge in some other matters that are lighter to the heart*
Jen Che! =D You WILL get it. =) It might not be then and there, but that chance and hope still stands! haha! And how it's finally gonna turn out and show up will be better than you've first imagined! It hasn't gone un-noticed in your Heavenly Father's eyes young globe trekker! =)
ReplyDeleteHey Ben. Thanks for the encouragement! Wow! Tis good to have brothers and sisters in Christ! Thank God that day we did not found any place to sleep and ended up crashing at ur place. LOL! We had such a good time getting to know each other. What a meeting! Lol. Just kiddin' But I never regret knowing u. Really such an encourager!! And yes. I am going to Cambodia next year in the end. Praise the Lord ! :-D
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